For as long as I can remember
I’ve been stuck in this nest, watching life pass me by.
For as long as I can remember
I’ve been waiting for a special someone to carry me away.
I no longer want to be in this nest;
I no longer want to wait for that special someone.
I’m going to spread my wings and fly away.
I’m going to fly as far as I can;
I’m going to fly as high as I can, and I won’t look back.
I will be leaving everyone behind,
Because I fly solo.
So take one last look at me as I fly into the night sky.
There comes a time when we all part ways,
unable to go back to the good old days.
We won’t have the time to hang around,
and help each other up when we’re feeling down.
My friends went where only a few has gone before.
I’ve worked so hard, but what was it good for?
Because I’m forever lost in the same old place,
while all my friends are gone into outer space.
They’re up in space, while I’m left below.
So I walked a side path, where only I would go.
No matter how hard I try, my friends will always be ahead of me.
So I selfishly kept busy so they would be dead to me.
We’ve reached a point when we all parted ways,
unable to go back to the good old days.
We never have time to hang around,
and help each other up when we’re feeling down.
How can I ever let go of a grudge?
How can I ever forgive and forget?
This anger is just like cancer,
It grows deep inside of me.
It's killing me, and there is no cure.
They say that I should let go
Of all this anger.
They say that I should stop
My quest for revenge.
But I'm not on a quest for revenge,
I'm on a quest for justice.
Nobody deserves to go unpunished
For their wrong doings.
It won't be until I get justice
When I can let go of a grudge.
It won't be until I get justice
When I can finally rest.
The time is near
When we'll go our seperate ways
Where it will be confirmed
That we'll never cross paths again
Even though it felt like
That you were never there in the first place
There will be a time
When you'll no longer be there
Even though
I felt betrayed by you
There will be a time
When I'll never see you again
So none of that matters
The time is near
When we'll go our seperate ways
Where it will be confirmed
That we'll never cross paths again
So before you go
I just want to say
Goodbye...
I have nowhere to hide
Because a deadly storm is brewing inside.
It's worse than a tornado
Worse than a volcano
Worse than the four horsemen
It's worse than you can ever imagine!
But at least I have the world to run to
Because I can no longer put up with you.
I'm sick of you controlling me.
I'm sick of you smothering me.
You're driving me crazy!
You're still telling me what to do
and what to say
and what to think.
You're still treating me a child,
and if you keep this up
I'm just going to go wild.
Just leave me alone
I can make on my own!
I've acted like there's nothing wrong
I've carried a number of burdens for so many years
I've tried so hard, to be strong
But then one day I just broke down in tears
I don't know where to start
I've been told that I have it all, but my life hasn't been that easy
In fact, it has been pretty hard
As I carried burdens over my shoulders
Now my body is stiff and my heart is colder and colder
Every Friday night, I'm always home
My parents are always home with me, but I'm still alone
They are overly worried and pay too much attention to their youngest son
And yet in school, I'm the kid that nobody knows
I'm the invisible one.
I just want to lift all of the burdens off my shoulders and leave it ll behind.
I see a world full of sin
Where the walls are closing in.
I see blood spilling
As monsters are killing.
I see the walking dead.
Is this all real?
Or is this all happening inside my head?
It used to be the same thing every day.
I come up to you, and you run away.
But after everything that you have put me through
I no longer wish to chase you.
I will no longer walk a dangerous place
Just to see your fucking face.
I am much safer here alone.
So I build brick walls
to avoid entering in the danger zone.
This is how I choose to hide
and I won't let any girl come inside.
You are worthless.
Nobody wants to be around you.
Everybody looks down on you.
You have no brains;
You have no bronze.
You are worthless.
Nobody likes you;
Everybody hates you.
You are an absolute disgrace.
You deserved to be punched in the face.
You are worthless.
Nobody will mourn over your death.
Everybody will be glad that you're dead.
You don't belong here.
You don't belong anywhere.
You have no friends;
You have no smarts;
You have no talents;
You have no one that loves you;
You have nothing.
You are weak;
You are dumb;
You are ugly;
You are a loser;
You are worthless.
I hope that you realize
That these are your words
And not mine.
I'm just throwing them
Back into your face.
Now let's see who's a disgrace.
You’ve finally done it.
You’ve succeeded in reaching the stars.
Now you’re on top of the world!
You have money,
You have fame,
You have love,
You have looks,
You have it all.
You are an idol girl.
Everybody admires and worships
The false image that you possess…
Everybody except me.
Boys want to be with you,
Girls want to be like you,
And I want nothing to do with you.
I want nothing to do with the idol girl
That you’ve become.
In the past I've said
"Go ahead
Do away with me"
But instead
I'll do away with you.
If you cross the street
I'll run you down.
If you cannot swim,
I'll let you drown.
If you're lost in the desert
I'll let you die of thirst.
If two people were to be shot,
You'll be shot first.
You use people
And you abuse people.
You take and you take,
But you never give,
So what makes you think
You deserve to live?
In the past I've said
"Go ahead
Do away with me"
But instead
I'll do away with you
People can be so cruel
Especially in school.
What may seem like harmless fun
Can be damaging
And what's done is done
It is absolutely amazing
The negative effects of hazing
It may seem like harmless fun
But can be damaging
And what's done is done
Sometimes we get hit by rocks of grief.
Sometimes we are shot in the spine with arrows of sorrow.
When this happens, you don’t know how you’re going to get threw tomorrow.
The pain and tragedy just seems so surreal.
But in good time, all wounds heal.
When tragedy strikes, it’s hard to forget.
This is all the more reason to live life without regret.
Live life to the fullest day by day
Because one day it will all be taken away.
I attended a masquerade;
A masked ball.
Everyone’s having a good time,
They’re all dancing off the wall.
Some girl came up to me and asked me
"Why aren’t you wearing a mask?"
I looked at her and I said,
"Because I don’t to hide,
The loneliness that is inside."
She was just like everyone else
That night.
She wore a mask
Pretending to be someone else,
Because she was too afraid
To show her true self.
The ball is long over,
But the masquerade continues.
They all still wear their masks
To hide who they really are.